Mid-June update on my social life

Somewhere in the middle of June I wrote this about 3 am at work sitting alone in a tower and happy as could be. I can’t believe I’m getting paid for this and having fun the whole time. I am totally chilled out, relaxed, and living for today. Thank goodness this job is so easy for me because it is a nice transition back into the work world after being off for a year. I am contemplating getting serious about work a little bit. Not going back to who I was before but starting to use my brain for some industrious purpose again is what I mean to say. I think I have learned to have fun no matter what I am doing. Could the rest of my life really be this fun? Is this what I was missing out on all these years? Damn, I wasted the last 20 years in some ways. I know I had to learn things to be where I am today but I have such a sense of urgency to love every minute because I wasted so many minutes not loving life. I work, I play, I sleep, I make money, I laugh, I get driven around,… my world is in order. I know things will change but I have learned to live in the moment. I have finally learned that precious lesson. And when the change comes; I will live that, experience that, and relish the glory of that moment too.